A New Journey Begins For Me
As they say, your life can change in a momentโs notice. Mine did. And now a new journey begins for me. A long road ahead.
Rewind to almost two weeks ago, I came home from my annual Haven Conference. A time for fun, food, and learning about blogging and DIY. Came home with new power tools, lots of contacts, and a renewed spirit for my blog. And itโs also a time I get to hang out with my cousin from Pennsylvania, and this year was extra fun with her 16 year old budding DIYer.
A long list of to do, new ideas, and projects to work on.
Then two days later my routine mammogram. Well, nothing routine this time.
After more testing, the โCโ word was used. More than likely I had breast cancer.
So the endless waiting and doctor appointments begin.
Almost a week until I could get a biopsy, then a couple more days until it was confirmed. Yes โ I have breast cancer. Words I was hoping I would never hear.
Then a couple more days to get back to talk to the surgeon about my options.
Now onto genetic testing and a plastic surgeon next week.
A mastectomy will be done whether on just the left or a double. Then, will there be reconstruction? Iโve always teased I wanted big boobs but not really either.
Although Iโve been told itโs non-invasive and not in my lymph nodes, I still worry. Iโm sure the sleepless nights will eventually get easier.
I do have to be thankful in ways though. The day I was told I had cancer I read about a mother discovering her 2 year old had cancer. I have to be happy itโs me and not my child.
Telling my son wasnโt easy. Heโs an adult so he can understand whatโs going on but I still hate he has to go through this also.
So a new journey begins.
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Happy Travels,
Rosemary
I’m so sorry, Rosemary! I’ll be praying. The good thing is that they’ve come such a long way with treatment options and that’s great news that it’s not in your lymph nodes! My mother in-law had it several years ago and is cured now, as I know you will be too! Please let me know if there’s anything I can do.
Thanks Erin – I’m thankful for the early diagnosis and the treatment options we have now. Glad your mother-in-law is doing well now too.
Oh Rosemary! I’m so very sorry to read this!
Praying for you! Praying for strength, comfort, healing, and that the Lord guide the surgeon’s hands!
xo
Evey
Thanks Evey – great to see you at Haven. Thanks for the prayers. And to you.
Oh Rosemary!
You are totally in my thoughts and prayers. Praying for a speedy recovery for you.
blessings,
karianne
KariAnne – Thanks so much. Keep on praying.
I hate to hear this Rosemary. Sending hugs and prayers.
I am so sorry to hear this. I will be sending you all the good.
Thanks Kirby. Good thoughts and prayers are appreciated.
Praying. Love you. Love from all of us.
I am so sorry to hear this and pray that all will go well with your treatment.
Thanks Paula. The wait was hard, although I knew in my heart it was cancer. Now to get it taken care of.
Oh Rosemary! I’m so sorry to hear this. I will be praying for you! So glad you caught it early and are receiving encouraging reports. You are a fighter, you’ll get through this! (Now I better go get my mammogram too!)
Prayers for you as you take on this fight….that you will win. My mom is a 30+ year stage 4 survior. You got this girl!
Thanks Laura – it’s great to get all this love. And great for your Mom.
I am sorry too. Take deep breaths often to relieve the stress. It is a way, I think, to fight it.
Thanks – I’m usually pretty calm about things, and plan it out. This threw me for a curve, but moving on.
Rosemary,
Praying for healing of your body and peace in your heart that God has you in the palm of His hand!!!
Thanks Kristie – I am pretty much at peace at anything that will happen.
I’m so sorry to hear this, Rosemary. You are brave and strong and you will get to the other side of this. I’m praying for you!
I am so sorry! Prayers and hugs!
Rosemary, so very glad you went for that Mammo! I’ve been putting mine off! I’m calling on Monday! Thank you for sharing this! So very sorry that you have to go through this! Prayers, hugs and wishes for a speedy recovery! You got this girl!
Get your Mammo!! Mine is early and hopefully surgery will take care of it. Thanks for the encouragement.
I’m so sorry Rosemary. I’ll be praying for you and the procedures ahead. Hugs!
Thanks Angie – at least part of the worst is over – the waiting. But moving ahead.
Rosemary, I’m sorry you have to go thru this. It is a journey. I am a bc survivor. Mine was also negative nodes. I did chemo and rads, that’s what we did then. That was almost 16 years ago. I want to tell you to wipe away all the ideas that you think your journey will be. It’s doable. It is no picnic, but you will get thru it. You will actually have good days. Be prepared to be overwhelmed and humbled by the generosity of not only your family and friends, but the people taking care of you in your doctors offices and the hospital. They are good at their job, compassionate and most are called to their profession. You can do this. You can do this.
Thanks Terri – right now we are hoping for no other treatment needed besides surgery, which I’m thankful for. It’s amazing what modern medicine can do.
Rosemary I am so sorry to hear this. (((Hugs))) and prayers coming your way! May GOD wrap HIS arms around you and give you comfort and healing!
Thanks Peggy. I know I’m going to be fine.
Oh Rosemary I am so sorry to hear this, but praying for you. Sending love and hugs. Wendy
Thanks Wendy – a shock, but moving forward.
I just discovered your gorgeous blog, its filled with so many great ideas and very classy. Hope you get well soon and I will pray for you.
Maria
Thank you for the kind words. Hope you continue to follow along.
Rosemary I am saying prayers for you for a speedy recovery and the very best outcome. New boobs, hey get those big tata’s now:) Your prognosis sounds very promising indeed. Having this little sisterhood and community will be here to lift your spirits when you are feeling anxious or down. XO
Thanks Debbie. No reconstruction right now. Love my blogger family.